Great Kills Review
Winter 2005 – Volume
I, issue 2
|
Emily Marie Isovitsch |
American Football
Sitting
fourteen floors up and the highway is roaring outside my window. It’s 4 a.m., the
light is streaming through and I’m petting the shoulder of the boy lying beside
me. He was snoring and I don’t
care. He’s the only boy I know, knew,
who snores softly. The CD is skipping
and I can’t sleep. My bed is small and
the light is sleeping over me and my room that never got dark. The sounds of the city, sounds of the
highway, sounds of the sidewalks are crashing through and it’s the sounds of my
roommates rustling through the thin air walls that overcome it all.
The
hours are ticking by, the moments – moments I needed the most. The guitar from track four is skipping,
pushing the minutes, I can’t sleep, morning time will be here soon but I could
sit here forever listening to the sounds of the outside mixing with the soft
sounds of the inside.
5 a.m., 6 a.m. and finally 7 a.m. The pearls of the dark night are gone and the
sky is filling with its chardonnay droplets.
The rustling on the inside is getting louder. Doors slamming, cars honking, morning grunts
and the world wakes up. Three more
doors, a thousand more cars.
The
quietness beside me shifts vaguely into the day and it dawns on me that I have
a hard time remembering what he looks like when he’s not looking at me.
About
the Author
Emily Isovitsch is 23 years old.
She grew up in
“American Football” © 2005 by Emily Marie
Isovitsch
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